monologue = they say every picture tells a story

I've stood around waiting. Waiting for you to realize who I am.

FOR ME.

How could I be sooo foolish?

NEVER.

Never have I imagine that I'll be here, carrying your child, worthless, crying over you

and you dont even bare to look at me.

What makes you better than me?

Your nothing but a dispicable, selfish, son of a bitch.

WITHOUT ME , your nothing but a speck of dust.

hahaha. am I coming to hard on you??

SHUT UP.

i dont want to hear a peep out of you.

you lied to me.. you told me you loved me and never gonnna leave me..

AND here you are. walking away on me?

you aint leaving me till i say....

and mann

i

sure

am

saying

**bang bang bang**

"GOODBYE"

ARE YOU TRULY GAY?

I am not gay. I am not homophobic. I have a variety of gay friends. So what I say here isn't to be mean. It's stating my opinion on certain things I see everyday.

Are you truly Gay?
I've been observing gay men for a while now and I notice that the majority of gay boys and men act like a diva. I love it when they act like a diva BUT lets be real...SOME take this gay thing to an extreme level.

FOR EXAMPLE: 12 year old kid moves into a new school and more gay guys are around. Some are loud and just having a good time. Some are quiet and dont even seem to be gay. This 12 year old kid sees how fun and comfortable some gays look that made him feel apart of it. He then acts the same way these gay guys act but doesnt really understand the true meaning of being gay. GAY " its not a performance, its an orientation" -pyshley =)

you dont need to act a certain way but feel another way inside. now if you love the same sex and are dedicated to them like anyone would be to their other half... then thats what makes u gay.. not ONLY how u act ...

i love fun gay guys and how they act.. but i would just like it if its being truthful to u.. if you actually are gay.. if we can sit down and talk about guys in general.. :)

stay true to u... i love you all!!

Great To Help The HOMELESS, or is it all BULLSHIT

Everyday on my way to work, I run into people like him. It sometimes hurts me to see them in the situation they are in. What hurts me the most is to see people look at them like if they were disgusting, like a piece of shit, like they don't deserve to live in this world. People make huge mistakes and can not overcome most opstacles that others do. We may have money and homes one day, but they can be taken from us the next.

Now, if they ask me for some change, I give it to them. Why? Well, many people say "don't give them money, you don't know if he's going to spend it on dope."

Well, I always said, "listen, I love to help people. How do you know he won't just spend it on a coffee or food? Only god truly knows what these people do with the change others give them, but you must always give out something, a banana, a apple, crackers, 5cents, 1 dollar; the more you give, the more you receive. Now, what they do with that money is up to them. They lie to themselves, not us. We did our job to try to help them, now its up to them to help themselves!!"

I know that if I was in the predicament their in and I really needed the money, I would want someone to help me, not thing that I will use it on drugs!!

Some do lie but it's not our problem. If you do not have money to give, just tell them god bless. Words of wisdom won't hurt either! It's NEW YORK, THE CITY OF POSSIBILITIES!! It's just sometimes people need help making their impossibilites into possibilities. WE CAN HELP. :)

Thoughts @ work!

Just got my income check. I definately have money to spend. EASY COME EASY GOES!! HEHE! well, Im sitting on my desk and I'm on aim; my first thought was, " why do I look at everyones away 20times when Im bored? .. MAJOR THOUGHT.
Well BYE! I will definately come back!

Book Stressed

I've been writing this book for a little over 6 months now and I still have a long way to go. In order to be an author, you must dedicate every second of your time for this book. I probably take 20 years in this pace I am going.